Kya?...Kuch Nahi

//ja ab nahi aata

ab tu hee dhundh mujhe//

The way i waited for this scene, for O Meri Laila, how I was fucking crying when it actually happened. But sahi mein, chaahe kitni hee philosophy jaad lo kitna hee mature ban lo kitna hee khud ko sambhaal lo, aakhir kahin na kahin, ya toh tha ya to hai, tumhe bhi uss pagalpan ka intezaar jo pyaar lekar aata hai. 

Dear Qais Bhatt aka Majnu,

With the depths of my heart, with every ounce of my being and with all my soul, I understand you and relate to you in the craziest possible way. Sahi hai yaar teri baat, intezaar mein hee to jee rahe hai hum sab, ke kab khush honge, aaj mein kyu nahi dhundh paate hum ye? Shayad kyuki Zaid nahi humare paas teri tarah? Ya shayad wo hausla nahi ke pagalpan ko apna le. Ek mashoor aadmi ne kaha hai ke ham sab thode se pagal hai, bass uss pagalpan ko chhipaaye firte hai aur baat to ekdum sahi hai. Hum jaante hai hum mein wo limit cross krne ki capability hai, par duniya rok leti hai, apne rok lete hai. Majnu jaisi beparwah zindagi jeene ke sapne lekar Laila jaisi practicality nibha rahe hai. Pata nahi kyu? Kya marna zaruri hai ye samajhne ke liye ke jee nahi rahe zindagi hone ke bawajood!? 

Laila Majnu ki classic kahaani already pata hone ke bawajood kyu tujhe dekh har koi emotional ho jata hai haan? Har koi tujhme khud ko paata hai!? Agar hum sab tujh se hai, toh Laila kaha hai? Kaun hai? Shayad hum bhi teri tarah usse aage nikal chuke hai, shayad wo dhundh legi humein, humein bass chalte jaana hai.